i don't think i've ever been put in a situation where i could possibly never see the ppl who make such a large part of my life again.

who knows where we'll end up. with such a diverse and international bunch, we're literally going to be scattered all over the world. and while those i'm close to, i'm sure i'll see again, it still makes me sad that it's no longer going to be as often as i would like. and for those that are part of my life but aren't as close, it could be goodbye forever really.

sighs. my heart aches with sadness.